#and i feel like shit
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Heyyy, someone wanna hold me close and pet me and hug me tight and tell me it’s gonna be okay? TwT
#adjusting to new adhd meds#and i feel like shit#my med provider also started me on a higher than normal dosage#for reasons I don’t remember#adhd#adhd meds#I’m on 40 mg of strattera if that matters lol
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I'm back, I'm not dying like Garroth was a while ago. I keep joking about that and I just know Garroths glaring at me.
Also Aphmau confirmed to me I was right about Zenix... yay.
#minecraft diaries#outsider pov#aphblr#aphmau#mcd garroth#mcd zenix#i was right but at what cost#garroth treated zenix like a son#so it sucks more for him#and i feel like shit#because i was right#and now the person he saw as a son backstabbed him#also aphmau didnt tell him#i told her to but she didnt#kinda pissed about that
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HAVING A GREAT DAY 🖕
#small mistake at work activate kill myself mode#and I feel like shit#I haven’t checked but I feel like I’m running a fever of roughly 104#and I pretty much have to go in office tomorrow (3 hour round trip)#only other option is push it to Friday but that fucks up my schedule a lot#and no guarantee I’ll even be much better by then at this rate#well hey at least my job is sending me to a conference on my birthday#👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍#oh and can’t forget the behemoth final group project for school due in 4 days that’s barely started bc my group isn’t on the same page#hmmmm chat should I kms#sobbing crying etc irl
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accidentally hit post instead fo adding tags sorry but are YOU okay????
Not really I’ve been suicidal these last few months and this morning I got yelled at and I haven’t been getting any sleep and my grades have been not up to my standards and everything is pissing me off and I’m genuinely going insane
#vampy asks#vampy loves 🪓🖤#🪓🖤#idk what to say#it’s just a lot#and I feel like shit#I need to stop being a little bitch a lock in#I’m crying rn and my eyes are all red so I look like I’m faded#not fun#I need help#and a break
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(Please remember to get any asks in here soon as I'm going to be closing the box up again for a bit. I'm in the 3rd trimester and feel absolutely horrible as every first trimester symptom is coming back in droves. Also the box is stacking high and I don't wanna burn out again and fail to answer quicker than a month😭 I'm setting an alarm to close up later this evening, and then I'm going to see about medication and rest (and praying I can keep water or food down).
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There is soooooo much heat radiating off my body rn.
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Can someone stab me with a knife? Pretty please?
#Ugh I don’t like posting stuff like this on this blog but I have no one to talk to so why not the void#Relating hard to that one vampire weekend lyric#“I don’t want to live like this#But I don’t want to die”#Found out one of my friends actually doesn’t like me#And I feel the depression coming back#And I’m having trouble talking to people again#and i feel like shit#and I’m burnt out#And have art block#And am failing most of my classes#Even though I know I could easily ace them if I tried#But I can’t#for who knows what reason#And I feel so alone#and all in all I’m just tired#I don’t even have time to do things that interest me#It’s a ruthless cycle of how much stress can the universe unload on me#Vent#tw vent
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First time calling out of my big girl job because I think I have some kind of stomach bug 🥲
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Remember kids,
When the doctor and friends, and pharmacist and family and nurse, tell you to take your meds at a specific time and only 1 a day.
You should probably, maybe, kind of listen.
#I feel like I'm gonna puke#so sleepy#Yet wide awake#I feel like my brain has ascended or smth#my heart huuuurts#and i feel like shit#breathing is hard
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how to cope when you've started to hate a ship so much just seeing it mentioned makes you want to nope out
#someone shoot me i am having a rsd flare up and i want to die#im not good w big group servers#i always end up not knowing how to intigrate properly#and then just wanting to leave bc the red kicks in#and i feel like shit#but hhhh i know it's just an rsd thing and my brain fucking me over again#siiiigh#personal#jump speaks
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whatever i actually feel like screaming uni is killing me 👍
#what if i didn't want to reread three papers on a sunday afternoon. did you ever think of that. fuck! im taking a rest day tomorrow!#i also keep sleeping in terribly when i don't want to and it's really annoying me because i lose so much time#and i feel like shit#shut up ulrike#uniposting
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js ate two glasses of raw egg n sugar feeling free
#and i feel like shit#lmaooo#*groans of pain*#it was 3 eggs and like 4.5 spoons of sugar#no not teaspoons#don’t ever leave me alone in a kitchen#i’m finnished
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Coffee.
As a small kid I really loved coffee, and would make it often. But a small child making coffee can easily go wrong... You see, a lot of the time we rain out of creamer, so younger me looked around to find something that could work in its stead. That thing was hot coco, and everything else back there that fit the goddamn criteria for coffee like in my head. • Instant coffee mix • Hot coco mix • Vanilla extract • Powdered creamer • Powdered sugar • Milk • Brown sugar • Sugar • Whipped cream • Creamer • And anything else that was instant • Marshmallows Some variations of this, cuz sometimes [most times] we were out of a lot of it. which lead to some... not so good coffees... anyhow- I used to make theses coffee concoctions for me and my friends to drink during winter :)
Anyhow so long story short, I made some... [It's like really fucking bad] I prefer black coffee these days ;w;
#doodles#short story#irl stories#as a kid#i was dumb#coffee#coffee recipe#DON'T MAKE THIS#spare yourself the greef#most of the time#it makes too much#for one person#too drink#silly story#I've drank half of it#and i feel like shit#;w;
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The last thing I want to do rn is fold someone else’s laundry and put it away
#fuck me bruh#it’s almost 10:30 and I have a science quiz tmrw#and I feel like shit#whatever#I’m just gonna pretend like j didn’t get his message
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the most unfortunate thing is that I have to work after school,,,, leave me the fuck alone I want to curl up into a little ball and drown in my misery and not have to serve customers for two hours
#from all the crying I got a headache#and i feel like shit#also my teacher tried to talk to me after the lesson#and I had to actually flee the classroom bc I had started crying again#personal#noelife
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didn’t sleep until 5 am because i was playing bg3 and then working on bg3 fic oops
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